Tuesday, 30 December 2008

My other tools

So the goal of this 12 month thing is to actually be persistent with my exercising. Something I've not been able to do since school. The goal of the exercise is (unsurprisingly) to get the body I want. I haven't got unrealistic model ambitions - I just want to be a comfortable size 12 and not have to stress about my weight. If I never feel the need to weigh myself again I'll be happy. I want to lose interest in what I weigh.

So apart from this exercise thing I'm also using two other tools, being aware that exercise alone might not do the trick. 

WeightWatchers
- I started Weightwatchers 2 months ago and I lost about 5 kgs - that was before xmas tho...meaning that after a holiday of eating lush Italian food and glugging prosecco I've put some weight back on, so my total weight loss since starting WW is 3.9 kgs. I know that Weightwatchers works, altho I don't 100% buy the fat-phobia that these types of weightloss programs preach. I'm sure there is some sense in higher protein/higher fat diets, and therefore I'm trying to cut some carbs instead of protein and fat to see if that makes a difference. Being a vegetarian this can sometimes be tricky, since finding daily lean animal protein (fish, chicken, game etc) is easier than veg options - thank goodness for Quorn! Otherwise it would be cheese, eggs and beans on repeat...This works when I cook for myself but if I'm going out to eat I'm pretty much guaranteed I'll end up with cheese (don't get me wrong - I love cheese, all kinds,  but it's a lot of fat for the protein it contains). I try not to use light products as a life of light is no life at all, in my opinion. While I KNOW WW works if the program is followed, it is a constant struggle for me. I dont feel full, I don't feel happy and I feel like I'm denying myself food all the time. That's fine for a while to see some results, but certainly not in the long run. What I'd really like to achieve is a relaxed relationship with food, and learn to eat just to satisfy hunger, and nothing else. Leading me to my other, perhaps less conventional tool:

NLP - Hypnosis
- I'm a big sceptic to anything where you have to squint to see the evidence. Normally this is not something I would ever consider - and I would probably scoff at you if you told me you tried it. But I was offered to try some new weightloss-NLP CDs that are to be released soon - and to get paid for the trouble! So I figured - what have I to lose, apart from possibly a few kgs? NLP stands for Neuro Linguistic Programming, and I'm not sure exactly what the difference is between this and hypnosis. The CDs contain a series of guided "meditations" for lack of a better word, which all try to "re-programme" my mind in to thinking like a slim person. This includes feeling full as soon as I start eating, leaving food on the plate, focusing on the textures and flavours of the food and eating slowly, and boosting my body confidence. I've only just started this, so I'm not sure I can say if it works or not yet. I'm supposed to keep it up for a few weeks. I'm supposed to give the guy feedback on the CDs and my progress - and before even starting I had a some feedback just on how the thing was presented:
- the CD cover looked like some Las Vegas 80's magician had made it
- the booklet was full of spelling mistakes
- the booklet contradicted itself (in one place saying "I wont give you nutrition advice as I'm not a dietician" but a few pages on giving a full food program (a fairly hard core high protein one, but with no reference to the literature it was taken from, so why should I trust it?))
The above almost put me off even listening to the thing once, but luckily the content is not as cringeworthy as the packaging. I feel quite relaxed listening to it, but so far I cant really say if I've got any results. Altho, I've spent 2 days at home, alone, and not done my usual thing of buying a loaf of bread and just eating the whole thing with cheese, out of sheer boredom. Actually I've only eaten  really healthy food...and not wanted anything else really. Hm. So maybe it's working? I'll keep you posted.

The List

So this is probably a work in progress...but this is the suggested list. 

January - Yoga
February - Swimming
March - Badminton
April - Running
May - Gym strength
June - Pilates
July - Spinning
August - Climbing
September - British Military Fitness (or equivalent outdoor bootcamp type training)
October - ?
November - Some form of martial art
December - Some form of dance

Any suggestions for October? Or ideas for martial arts or dance classes that are fun? (Keeping in mind I've never tried those type of things, hence why I'm putting them off to the end of the year!)

The idea is to start with the nice and easy forms of exercise first...I'm thinking a bit of yoga will be a nice start to the year. Need to start researching yoga places close to my house and plan the sessions for January!

This is not a cliché.

Right? Devising a new exercise plan for the new year? Making impossible promises? Right? Not at all. This time it's....different *cringe*. Yeah. Well, it sort of is. At least I'm not counting on a complete change of character as the bells ring out the old year, and in the new. This time I'm looking my character flaw (unable to commit to any exercise program for more than 4-5 weeks) square in the eye, and using it instead of trying to choke and kick it to death. 

The facts
- I have to exercise regularly, or else I will stay slightly overweight for the rest of my life, never quite happy with my appearance. As much as beauty comes from the inside and all that, I know for a fact how much happier I am when my weight isn't bugging me. It gives me peace of mind to focus on more fun stuff. Like getting on with life. 
- No matter what form of exercise, the story is always the same. I start a new program, go all out in the first couple of weeks, loving it, then interest drops and after just 4-5 weeks I've stopped. Every time, without fail. (The only (sort of ) exception is running which I tend to do throughout the year, but still in bouts of 4-5 weeks of activity, then a couple of months of nothing.)
- I have limited time to spend on exercise, and I don't like timekeeping and crowded classes - I prefer to do it in my own time, on my terms.

The plan
- In 2009, instead of finding one or two new forms of exercise to keep me interested, I will attempt to find 12 - one for each month.
- I will commit to doing a minimum of 1 session a week for each of the exercise forms, so that's a minimum of 4 sessions per month. The plan is to mix this with my usual walking and running, so the total number of sessions per week should be on average 3. The number of sessions per week will depend on if I have to buy memberships or pay per session etc. Credit crunch and all that.

To be decided
-The actual list of exercise forms
-The rewards(s) for completing a month, and the year
-The punishment for NOT completing a month

I doubt this will be easy to fulfil. And I know there will be times when illness and holidays and work will try to get in the way. So I'm not expecting a perfect 52 at the end of the year. If I get to the end of the year and I'm actually still posting on this blog I'll be amazed. My track record of these things is less than poor. So anyone happening to read this and wanting to cheer me on - you are most welcome to and I know it would do a great deal for my motivation to keep this going. 

Here we go!